In Silence

I didn't plan on having these feelings for you, it just sort of happened
How do you tell your heart to stop loving someone?
I wish I didn't feel this way it would be easier to forget
You hurt me so much through the years why can't I just hate you

There are days where I just feel lost
Stare into emptiness with sadness in my heart
Soulless, like I have no peace left in my heart
It feels like you took the sunshine and left me the rain

I miss you so much sometimes all I want to do is cry
It hurts so much I struggle to breathe
But I can't be seen to fall apart
Wait until I'm behind closed doors before I suffer in silence

As the days go by I don't feel you around me anymore
In my dreams I can't see your face, feel your touch
The memories are slowly fading
It scares me as that's all I have left of you